Honesty... What a small word with huge meaning.
Let me be honest and say I love my home make-over.
Before:

After:

And this is just the outside!
I also have so much more to be honest about... I have been really struggling lately. If you dont believe me, just ask the 'ole hubs. He can testify to it :) So this post I am just going to let the honesty flow. If you dont want to read it STOP now. It is all from my heart. Mainly to vent. Not for you to feel sorry for me, but to get it all off of my chest.
I know most of the people who read my blog are women. I know most women would agree that most of the time we keep things bottled up inside until we feel like we are going to explode. I feel like now is one of those times, where all those little things are making me crazy. Remember this is just pure honesty here.
I am ready for a job, but there are no jobs available in this town for which I have a degree. I am ready to purchase some new furniture. Will and I are lucky in that we have only had to buy three pieces of furniture our entire 12 year marriage, but I am ready for things to match. I know it is just me being materialistic, but hey, it is me I am finally being honest. If I had a job then I could help pay for some new furniture :) I would also love a "leave it to beaver" home. Hubby kisses the wife "good morning" and "good evening", everyone is calm, evening meals together... again just honest. I am ready for order, organization, peace, and I am working towards it. I want my girls to get along. I think some days they play paper, rock, scissors to see whose day it is to be the "bad" girl. Just being honest here! Some days I want to run away from it all... the laundry, the dishes, making the beds, the screaming kids, the cats with fleas... I am sure you know the feeling... just being honest :)
Life has been crazy. I know that are such times as this. The Bible talks about it.
I am praying daily for peace. I am eating chocolate and have started drinking cokes from Sonic again, in fact, I just pulled the brownies out of the oven. :) I am beginning quiet time again. The Lord will supply what I need. I ask that you pray for my peace. I will also pray for you and your peace as a mother and woman, as well, because even though you may not admit it at the time, I know you have been where I am at currently. Pray for my peace and for honesty!
I love you, mommas!
"Create in me a clean heart, oh God. And renew a right spirit within me. "